I Can't Keep Loving You by Black Nicole

Author:Black, Nicole [Black, Nicole]
Language: eng
Format: mobi
Publisher: Shan Presents, LLC
Published: 2015-10-25T07:00:00+00:00

Tanji

I was laying in the middle of my bed thinking about Mila. A week had passed since that fight went down. I really wouldn’t really call it a fight though. Mila caught me off guard and got the best of me when I opened the door. I definitely wasn’t expecting to be attacked by her. Her hand prints were still slightly visible around my neck and I had bruises all over my face. Luckily, I was able to find some make-up to cover all of the bruises.

I was so mad that Mila’s whack ass ex-boyfriend decided to run his mouth to Mila. I was on edge the whole night that Mila texted me about the letter, hoping that Steve would have left his confession involving me out, but his stupid ass sold me out. We both agreed never to tell Mila about that bullshit. He just had to run his mouth like a little bitch. I hoped Steve got raped every night for being a snitch.

I wished I could truthfully blame me giving Mila that abortion pills on me being young and dumb, but that wasn’t the case. I knew that what I agreed to do was wrong, but when Steve offered me a thousand dollars, all of my morals went out of the window. That was a lot of money to a sixteen year old. I was thinking about all of the clothes and shoes I could buy with the money. The money was spent in my head before I even agreed to do it. If I would have known back then, that he would eventually tell Mila, I would have gotten more money from him.

I really didn’t see why Mila was mad enough to fight me about it. Steve wasn’t shit and if she would have had a baby by him, her life would have been hell. So, if you ask me, I helped her out. She was only sixteen at the time, she didn’t have a job, she had a mother who didn’t care if she ate, and her father was seasonal in her life. How could she have possibly taken care of a baby? I wasn’t sorry about what I did to Mila. I was only sorry that she found out.

I tried to call and text Mila several times a day that week. She either didn’t answer, or she texted me and called me everything but a child of God. The last time I texted her, she sent me a picture of her bare ass and told me to kiss it. I stopped trying to contact her via phone after that. I asked my boss about her since she hadn’t been to work none that week. He told me she asked to be moved to another location. I wasn’t happy about that because I wanted to sit down and talk to her about everything so that we could move on with our friendship. I wanted to knock on her door, since we lived in the same building, but since she nearly killed me, I opted not to do that.

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